Out of passiveness

Its been quite some time since the amateur writer in me sprang up from its grave and did a hulala dance....well one thing that at times haunts me is "passiveness"...when suddenly the ship of your life becomes rudderless,the captain becomes the drunk captain Sparrow and the crew begins to enjoy the belly dance....What do you actually do when all your short-term goals have been completed or they themselves have shown you "the finger".At first you say...wow..i am going to sleep like i haven't slept in ages,i am going to eat like a hungry caveman,i am going to flirt like have never seen a girl before but alas when you cross the threshold limits of these indeed extremely pleasurable activities, they tend to bring in with them "mundanity".

GOALS completed look always good when on a death mission but when the neurons get a taste of laxity and lethargy , my friend you are doomed for every new idea your beloved brain cells will give u a 100 reasons why it will lead to the end of the world...It requires a lot of effort and courage to come out of this "honeymoon period" and get back on track,give a kick to ur rusted machines...i have been trying that since 6th march and finally i am switching from the psu mode to the private mode.(no offense to any psu but i still feel they work at 50-60% efficiency).

aah how dare i end without praising my dear old neighbours....PAKISTAN...
i have a few questions...
1)does pak recognise shoaib as its citizen??...they have a knack of disowning proved pakistani citizens...

2)..why lie, shoaib when you can marry 4 times....that was just your first man...

3)..i thought pakistan has enough beautiful women ...then why do you come to india like a woman starved junkie...first poor fat ayesha now the "beautifool" sania.

4)...i can go on but i guess let this poor ass rest in peace...he has already commited a sin by imbibing the "pak mentality"

ohh man it feels go good talking about old friends....:)

ps---lalit modi...you a lucky man...send a few of ur cheerleaders to nsit..:P

pps---will be back with a new "fountainhead"
happy blogging...:)